Patience is power of God, anger is energy of evil
circuitry, my own neurological circuitry without his a angelic agency. As soon as I’m in that, I belong to the world again. I belong to empire. Forget the tyranny of those most powerful people in the world. Even in my petty trivial let go of who we are in shame, who we are in fear, who we are to the world. not your ways. Do not conform to the patterns of this world. The evil one is in control of this world. We fight not against flesh and blood, but we fight significantly controlling the most powerful institutions in the world and that is not North Korea. So it’s rare these days a company that actually makes
Chapter 2: The Forces of Good and Evil at Work
because anything that’s personal is not true glory at all. There was a moment where a world that continually said no to me suddenly after decades said yes. then I belong to the world. Now I have to prove myself in the world. I have to make myself beautiful, lorded, and applauded, celebrated, adored. I have to world. You don’t convert to Christianity. You let go of the false conversion of being in this world where look at these two worlds and recognize that the same thing is being approached. And without the cross, without him, without personal acceptance of him,
Chapter 3: Our Duty Amid a Global Totalitarian Nightmare
maybe the world, which was this globalist totalitarian nightmare, only to awake to realize actually we may have crackpots, I noticed that a lot of the time they do stuff that really benefits the most powerful interest in the world.
Chapter 4: The Issue With Putting Sex at the Center of Life
And he’ll take anyone’s. The most powerful people in the world, the most vulnerable and weakest person in the world. Indeed, he has no favorites. He don’t even care about those categories.
Chapter 5: A Church Without Judgment and Being Made With Purpose
and agnostics in the world. Today, he is one of the most sincere Christians we And isn’t it extraordinary that in this world of counterfeits that identity politics a peculiar faximile and you will be looking for an identity in the world. Stop worshiping the world. You’re going to die. You’re going to die. And it’s all meaningless. I don’t want to be in any other conversation. I don’t want any of the world’s power anymore. I I know how broken I am and how corruptible I am and
Chapter 8: Moving to Humility and Righteousness
world. And as St. Paul reminds us in Ephesians, we’re fighting against dark spiritual power. So real power, I saw it on one of your shows actually and it’s it was a good video title by the way, didn’t build in an infinite space that seems to be expanding with a molecular world that’s full of weird paradox and
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Chapter 2: The Forces of Good and Evil at Work
Do not conform to the patterns of this world. The evil one is in control of this world. We fight not against flesh and blood, but we fight against the authorities, the rulers, the dark heavenly powers. All these things are in there. My children, don’t worship false idols. Don’t make gods with your own hands out of metal and then stare at them the whole time. You will glimpse God as if through a glass or, perhaps for contemporary language, as if through a mirror darkly.
It’ll be like you’re looking at yourself and you see that Christ is in you and coming through you. But then you will return to yourself again. You will flick it in and out. See, the promise of Christ is redemption. That means you are owned by him and there is a restoration of the original state. It has been completed. Our God breathed life into the dirt man Adam, and Christ on the cross exhales the final breath. It is finished.
It’s possible for us to return to absolute harmony with God. For us to live not in some utopian afterlife, but in the present moment to be in the kingdom of heaven, which our Lord said is here, ever present and all around us. I did not anticipate the depth of the mystery that we live among forces undiscernible to the senses, angelic and indeed demonic. There are dark energies that are affecting us and impacting us and attacking us and significantly controlling the most powerful institutions in the world.
And that is the story told in the Bible. So, now that you know that and believe it, as you look back on your own now redeemed life, do you see those forces at work on you?
Yes, I see the work of those forces and I see the presence of God. I see continually this unfolding discourse throughout time in my own little life. At the point of first becoming famous, there was a kind of glory in it. And by true glory, I don’t mean personal glory, because anything that’s personal is not true glory at all. There was a moment where a world that continually said no to me suddenly after decades said yes. Suddenly the golden light was upon me. I was appearing on television. People were saying yes to book deals. I was in movies.
I was experiencing abundant sex, for example, and as that took hold, that’s where I feel and see the presence of the tempter, the accuser, the fallen one. The enemy requires our complicity. I did participate. I did participate in elevating false gods. I did allow sex to become a kind of idol, fame to become an idol, and neither of those things are possible if you don’t first fall into self. I consider sin to be “in self.” Once I’m in self, the sibilant “s” lacking vocal—the serpent has no vertical axes. I crawl upon the floor. I’m only a belly.
We’re continually in the garden. And we’re continually observing Satan fall from heaven like lightning because he wants his own kingdom. I’m continually believing the lie. The lie that I’m worthless, the lie that I’m ugly, the lie that I’m shameful, the lie that I don’t deserve to be successful. I enter into that lie. And once I’m in that lie, then I belong to the world. Now I have to prove myself in the world. I have to make myself beautiful, lorded, applauded, celebrated, adored. I have to perform all of those rituals before his altar if I don’t stay with the one that made me.
It’s an apostasy to be in this world. You don’t convert to Christianity; you let go of the false conversion of being in this world where you have been placed by the evil one, lured, tempted, hypnotized. We all understand the idea of the facsimile, the counterfeit, the simulation. You live in a synthesized reality in your own consciousness. There are peculiar inexplicable moments between the synapses as electromagnetic energy travels around in the brain. There’s a moment where it’s hormonal. It’s inexplicable. We’re surrounded in every direction by endless miracle which we nullify through dumb orthodox science.
Why does our Lord say, when the hubristic disciples return saying they moved among scorpions and were casting out demons, “I saw Satan fall from heaven like lightning”? You will move among demons, scorpions, and snakes and do great healings because your names are written in the book of heaven. You are encoded. There’s a cross down in our DNA. There’s so much poetry in it.
The main things are the plain things, and the plain things are the main things. We’re meant to live here harmoniously with one another as one human family. The author of reality entered into his own story. The creator of the simulation entered into the simulation to establish a new way of communicating and being. Without the cross, without personal acceptance of him, we’ll just end up critiquing without energizing. We’ll end up in dead tradition, just ashes and incense. We have to participate in the resurrection. He says, “I am the resurrection.”
Chapter 3: What Is Prayer?
What is prayer exactly?
I’m trying to recognize that there is a subjective experience and an objective experience, and through prayer, collapse that. The kind of Christianity that I feel like I’ve been called to is a kind of “quantum physics Christianity.” What seems to be real is that the process of observation alters physical reality at the smallest observable level.
So in prayer, it’s an incantation to become who you really are and to be in absolute truth. Prayer is to ensure that we establish such a strong connection with God that it can withstand the storm—that we can sleep in the storm with him. When you no longer belong to the devil, but belong to him, you no longer question why you are here.
Prayer is to collapse the wave-particle, to live in the unknowable, to recognize that we are being made pure in him and through him. In and of ourselves, we do nothing. He loved us when we were in sin and he died for us then. He bought that shame onto himself so that you may know him. When we are not in sin, the Holy Spirit will dwell in you. Your body is a temple. Stop using it to get stuff or putting pleasure on its sensory surfaces to try and defibrillate some synthetic spiritual experience when he is already here in you.
It tells me the flesh is weak. It has so much guidance around sexual morality, power, and false power. It’s all telling you: “This is what I intended you for, but I had to give you free will, otherwise the whole thing would be pointless.” We’re in an intergalactic eternal and infinite poem with him.
Chapter 4: Our Duty Amid a Global Totalitarian Nightmare
All systems of power attempt to impose a narrative that facilitates their further power. Global bureaucracies are a terrible instantiation of Satan’s counterfeit power: omnipotence, omniscience, and omnipresence through technology. Nationalism might instill a temporary preservation, but the nation is corruptible.
What I know as a Christian is that there is something about your sovereignty in absolute submission to him that we need to tell people. There is something in the principle of democracy when practiced correctly that gives us the chance to live truthfully. We can’t live in this loopy lunatic illusion any longer, moving between false polarities that appear to have a superior power directing them regardless of the electoral process.
Where does that leave us? What’s our duty now?
If we had any faith in any personality or person other than Christ, it’s misplaced. My job while I’m here is to love you. That’s my primary job. I can do that. And when I notice myself stopping, I intervene with myself by honoring and knowing my weakness. I don’t see any political figure operating within current systems that is going to bring about the type of change required to forestall total annihilation.
In 2015, I thought I should be powerful. I made it about myself. I thought that I was fantastic and I got involved in my own thing. I thought individualism was our religion. Gandhi said in 1940 that there’s no point in beating the British and then imitating the systems bequeathed by them. He said we must lose our fixation on gadgets and technology. And what happened to Gandhi? People said he was a wise prophet, but before they revered him, they shot him in the head just to be sure.